Surprise! It’s been a month almost since my last blog post! Whaaaaat!

I am so sorry for the silence. This post is just a quick one to point out I’m okay, I’ve not gone anywhere and I will be back to blogging very shortly.

Why the long disappearance? I’ll be honest, I’ve had a bit of a negative spell, with everything. My best friend got married so that occupied my time quite a bit with bridesmaid duties, prep etc.

But then also, excitement aside, I’ve been very depressed about things, at 33 my life has been put into a bit of reality perspective. I’ve gone through the whole ‘everyone is settled down except me’, ‘I’m still living at home with no savings’, ‘I haven’t travelled’. All the standard crisis moments that cross your mind when you start to feel like a failure in your life.

So I’ve spent the last couple of weeks in a bit of a loss. Questioning where my life is going, trying to gain more self-confidence (which is difficult when you constantly feel chubby and like the ugliest woman in Britain), and trying to find ways to control my mental health from being at a very dark level. It’s not been my highest moment.

But. I have figured what better way to learn things about myself and progress with things then to continue blogging about this journey I am on? I have a lot of things I always wanna talk about, and the blogging community have been nothing but amazing throughout my blogging experience, so here’s to some more posts going forward (hopefully happier)

So sorry for the lack of posts guys and those of you that have taken the time to read this and are still following me or subscribing. I thank you so much 🧡🧡🧡

The above is from “the witch doesn’t burn in this one” by Amanda Lovelace (I strongly recommend her stuff, it is beautiful)