So, here it is, my first ACTUAL blog post… you know, you would think that a woman in her 30’s would be a bit better than this, and wouldn’t have spent about 45 minutes struggling with the concept of setting up templates and making an average looking blog page. But I did. And here we are…

So why am I here? Why am I doing this? And why Anonymously?

All very good questions, and here are my reasons: I am here because of the basic reasons, I want to be a writer, I love writing about everything and anything, and I have a LOT of things to write about, so I figured why not start a blog. I’m not expecting many people to see/read this. I don’t even quite know how to publicize my blog enough just yet. But it’s a work in progress.

Why I did this anonymously

I have anxiety, really bad anxiety. Which has made me overthink every single logical situation of me publicly releasing a blog, how many enemies and frenemies I have, how someone might know somehow that something is about them etc.

I’ll be 100% honest, I am not a perfect person (who is?) I have made a lot of mistakes in my life, and people tend to hold grudges about things. I’ve always been one of those women who doesn’t have many friends long-term either. Women don’t seem to like me very much a lot of the time, I have ADHD, Anxiety, Depression and all of those things don’t give my brain much time to think before I speak/act.

I’ve said things I didn’t mean to people, I’ve hooked up with people I shouldn’t have for no other reason than I wanted someone to love me, regardless of who it was or who else it might hurt. And basically, I want this blog to be a place for me to discuss life issues, my overly ridiculous dating life and my mental health issues, without having people go ‘oh that girl is full of BS because she did this to me back in 2009’. Let’s face it, it happens. People don’t get over things easily. People have pure hatred for some people.

But here’s the thing, I do firmly believe that people can change, that people progress, there’s no room for progression if we are constantly burdened with the same judgmental attitude from something we did in our past.

I am not proud of some of the things I’ve done, but I do not regret any thing I’ve done, as all of my actions have given me room to reflect, progress and change.

Right – with all that nonsense that you probably didn’t even need out the way, here are the main things I will blog about;

– Mental Health Issues I suffer with: Specifically ADHD, Anxiety & Depression.

– Reviews on things from TV shows to Movies/Music with good measure (just so you’re not bored of reading the same thing. this is a lifestyle blog after all)

– Dating… in your 30’s.. it’s hard.

– Other health issues

– Social media

Welcome to my blog, thank you for taking the time to read 🙂